HUIYU :D

2011-06-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

Any kind soul out there tell me what to do , what i should do and what else i can do ?
I been tearing non stop for hours alr .
Kind souls ~ Help me , save me ? LOL -.-
If only things can be solve easily .
If only it's not hard to understand ppl .
If only i was just that innocent .
If there is a chance for me to choose , i would choose the same decision .
But i wont make it so important to me .
Now that it's so important , making me wild .
Just that 3 days , i can go mad .
Why do i have to care so much , concern so much and put in so much ?
If only you asked me everything and told me everything .
But you didn't .
Imissyou . Ireallyloveyoualotalot .

2011-03-22T20:49:00.002+08:00

If anyone out there know i am sad now, anyone cheers me up and tell me what to do please ?
Such a lousy person i am , failure in everything .
I can't even cheer the person i love most .
And it hurts alot and i mean alot .
Ain't i totally useless ?
Anyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tell me what to do ?
And i really lost interests in studies .

2011-03-05T03:49:00.006+08:00

Hey guys ~ !

I received a " Nuffnang - Marriage Central Real Love Works 2011 Contest! " mail !

Contents was about :

How was your Valentine’s Day with your partner?
All romantic and heart-warming?
Still feeling the extra love from Valentine’s Day and hoping for more?
This is no more appropriate time to learn more about building a strong and happy marriage at Real Love Works 2011!

Here are some of our picks!

1.“Marriage is no Laughing Matter”

Take your partner on a date to watch a comedy on the ups and downs of marriage life. It promises a night of endless laughter and wise insights into how to stay married to your love of a lifetime! No better way to keep your partner happy by watching a comedy together!

2.Marriage Convention 2011

This is a great chance to gain enriching insights in building a strong and happy marriage. How about a joyful session of witty liners, non-stop music and laughter while discovering valuable marriage tools? Check out The Ultimate Date by Jay and Laura Laffoon!

3.Real Love in Action

Skip the usual movie dates and shopping! Try something different to spice up your date like couple cookery classes and romantic outdoor movie screenings. You might just discover another talent your partner has!

Here’s another fantastic reason to spread the love!

Blog about a memorable moment in your love life by using this starting liner “Real Love is all about …”and you could stand a chance to win…

How wonderful if i could be the one winning such a expensive prize ?!
Happy die lo ! Lol :x
I'll treat it as a gift for myself for scoring quite well for my common test result ? ♥
Okays , let start (:

There's lots of couples around the world .
Some are long lasting relationship and some are short period of being together .
Many ups and downs in a relationship .
To me , Real Love is all about being together with the one i love most .
With him around , i am always feeling protected .
Going through everything together no matter what happen .
For every quarrel , there will always be one of them to give in .
Forgive and forget those unhappiness things that occurred in the relationship .
Be true to each others , no lies at all .
Taking care of each other , making sure of having good health .
If a guy were to treat you very good before having a relationship with you and after going into a relationship with you , he changed his whole attitude toward you from good to bad . Than this would not be real love . It's just a game for them .
After any quarrel , if that particular guy/girl were to breakup with you than it's not a real love too .
If they love each other , they would give in instead of suggesting breakups .
Actually quarrels able to bring each other closer and understand each other better .
Real love are go after heart and not by looks .
If you chase after someone which is cause of their looks ; pretty or handsome , than this is not real love , they might look nice on the outside but with a black hearted mindset .
Loving someone , you would not mind if he/she is ugly , fat or any nagative side .
I have got a boyf which i swear i love him more than anyone else do <:
He is the best boyf i ever had ♥
For every quarrel we had , he will always be the one giving in to me when i am the one being unreasonable .
Whenever i am hungry , he would be the first one to buy food for me without me asking him to do so .
Taking care of me whenever i am sick .
Staying overnight at my place accompanying me when he knows i am unable to stay overnight outside sometimes .
Coming over to meet me although he was sick .
He care about my safety .
He always send me home or accompany me to wait for bus or cab without fail , even when he is sleeping .
He would drag himself out of the bed just to accompany me and waiting for me to reach home and goes back to sleep .
He can even give up on his interest or friend and accompany me whole day .
He would use all kinds of menthod to cheer me up , making me smile whenever i am feeling down .
He brings me out to play , shop , eat .
You might find that you are able to do the same as him but there's lots more he could do for me when others can't .
He's just so speacial to me .
With him around , he really brighten up my every single day .
Andandand , i am sure i am afriad of losing him cause i love him alotalotalot ♥

LASYLY , CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ! THANKS ♥

2011-02-24T15:20:00.002+08:00

FINALLY COMMON TEST OVER :D
Faster holiday please ):
I'm proud to say i didn't leave any blanks for my paper except chemistry :x
First time ! Hahahahahas -.-
Hope won't flunk so badly .
All thanks to boyf and i studied for physic the night before physic test and i didn't leave blanks for the very first time ! Laughs .
How am i going to pass n level , i am lazy to study !

2011-02-11T01:10:00.008+08:00

Hey guys ~ !

I received a " Nuffnang Movie Contest – “I AM NUMBER FOUR” Preview Screening Tickets Giveaway! " mail !

Contents was about :

Hello Nuffnangers!

What will you be doing this Valentine's Day? Why not join us for our 1st Disney Movie Premiere of 2011 and treat your loved one to a free movie with us!
Courtesy of Walt Disney Studios Motion Pictures Singapore, Nuffnang will be giving out 80 pairs preview tickets to catch I Am Number Four.

Ain't it sound great ?!
And so i joined the contest , FREE TICKETS LEY ! ♥
Judging from the poster , it looked quite bored (?) and manys might not be interested to watch it . *No offence :x
But let me tell you the synopsis of this movie !
I assure you would be the first one who wants to watch it after reading it !
Here it goes :

Three are dead. He is Number Four. D.J. Caruso (“Eagle Eye,” “Disturbia”) helms an action-packed thriller about an extraordinary young man, John Smith (Alex Pettyfer), who is a fugitive on the run from ruthless enemies sent to destroy him. Changing his identity, moving from town to town with his guardian Henri (Timothy Olyphant), John is always the new kid with no ties to his past. In the small Ohio town he now calls home, John encounters unexpected, life-changing events—his first love (Dianna Agron), powerful new abilities and a connection to the others who share his incredible destiny.

How wonderful and amazing if i knew someone with extraordinary skills but sad to say i knew none with such a special abilities ! ):
Everyone knows valentine's day is on 14Feb , how prefect it could be if i am able to watch it with my love one <:
I should win a pair of tickets so i am able to watch it with my love one !
Anddddddddddddd i'm so into alien's world o.o
I will be sure paying attentively to the movie man and sharing my reviews after watching it !

Wanna win their prizes ?!
Logon to their FACEBOOK page and join the "Find number four" game .

View the TRAILER , WEBSITE and follow their TWITTER !

Can't wait for the movie alr ?!
Catch " I Am Number Four " Movie starting from 24th February 2011 and join the official Disney Studios Singapore FACEBOOK & TWITTER page !!

AND LASTLY , CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG PLEASE :D
THANKS ! ♥

2010-12-26T20:38:00.005+08:00

HEY , CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG PLEASE (:

What if one day i tell you i hate her , what will you do ?

Had lots of fun this whole week :D
Town on the 22th and Christmas eve if i didnt rmb wrongly .
Enjoyed myself this whole week !
One more week to school reopen , dislike !
Not in the mood of going to school at all .
Any extend of holiday D: ?
Lastly , I miss my dearest boy alot ): ♥

2010-12-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

No one understand my alien language .

I ain't a good daughter .
I'm just a failure , real failure .
Whatever is it , always my fault .
Why can't i just be trouble free ?
Do i really look happy when i smile ?
Do i really look cheerful when i laugh ?
I am feeling real sad , unhappy .
I really don't wish everything to be like this .
Why everything need money ?
Why do i have to be in this family .
I ain't pretty i know , so what ?
I am so sensitive .
I ain't a good girlf .
Friends are just a word for everyone to use .
Who will really be with you when you need them .
Who will really understands you more then yourself ?
Who will rush down when you are feeling unhappy .
Nobody really know what i am thinking cause i dont even understand myself .
Guys only love pretty girls , dont they ?
They leave the currently one for a prettier one .
I hate myself , real lot .

2010-12-16T14:22:00.003+08:00

I just have to bear with it now cause soon you'll be no longer important .
I'm not for you to recycle .

Hate it when i am treated like this kay . Fool .
Moodswing , gonna drink at night for sure .

2010-12-10T13:03:00.002+08:00

I seriously love my boy alot ♥

Gonna be a goodgirl today ! HAHA .
Been going out everyday from morning till night .
Everyday less than 6hours of sleep , darkcircle getting worst D:
Thanks to a pig , i getting fatter alr las !@$#%^&* Omg . LOL
Less than one month to school reopen , dislike !
I'm crazy :D

PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG !!! ♥♥♥

2010-12-02T20:32:00.003+08:00

I swear i hate it when i am treated differently from others -'-
Fuck the world manzc .
Dont contact me , thanks .
Dont wish to be contacted at all .

2010-12-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

I swear i hate it when i am treated different from others -'-
Fuck the world manzc .

2010-11-24T17:20:00.004+08:00

Didn't manage to meetup with this bitch above ): Hahs .
Went over to my dearestboy's house yesterday .
His brothers is so cuteeeee .
Played around with them and ate mac afterthat .
Thanks to his mum for the treat (:
Watch tvvvvvvv blahblahblah and my dearestboy cabbed me home around 3plus in the morning <:

2010-11-22T17:07:00.002+08:00

Went over to dearest idiot's house yesterday night (:
Tonned and slept awhile o.o
My dark circle getting worst ah ! D:
Poor idiot kept kenna wakeup by me ._.
Who ask me keep cannot sleep ! LOL .
Draw on the wall as i am damn bored and is full of ink manzxc ~ HAH
Cabbed home around 6am and i slept at 11am this morning .
Gonna stay at home today ~
Cannot accompany my idiot . Sad . Haas .
I'm bored !
I'm tired !

2010-11-21T15:59:00.002+08:00

Why am i treating you so good when you treat me like shit ?
Many things is going on in my mind .

2010-11-20T04:49:00.000+08:00

When can i really find one ?

2010-11-11T13:49:00.014+08:00

The two primary school kids i teach (:

Finally finish the cooking program .
I swear i'm not gonna help out anymore ! LOL
The two primary school kids cute kay , one so hyper one so quiet o.o
Teach them cooking and stuffs , tired die ~
My dish , fried rice ! (Y)

07/11 , Ronald's bbq at night ~
HappyBelatedBirthday (:
Before that went studying !
Such a good girl (Y)

2010-11-05T01:38:00.005+08:00

If only ' only las ~ HAHA

I am such a good girl nowadays (Y) Clapclap .
I suddenly have the drinking mood manzxc :D
Anyone wanna drink next few days , text me kay ?!

2010-11-01T01:36:00.003+08:00

Bored and suddenly friends come across my mind .
I have got no friends , wow .
Why can't people treat everyone equally ley ?
Ohmy , starting of a relationship always make boyf/girlf more impt then friends .
If that person only find you when their CLOSE friend are busy , then that person not worth to be called your friend . Isn't it ?
Human being can change so fast har , sometimes close to you and sometimes throw you aside . Whatthehell is this o.o - Dislike .
Hahs , i just find that why are those people so fake ?
Alright i shall stop bloging alr , bye .

2010-11-01T01:01:00.007+08:00

Haas , finally i am home :D
Still having stupid slight cough . Tsk .
Not hungry but having gastric , cool har ? LOL .
Tired but couldn't sleep .
Alright , went Kranji -> Cwp -> Centre -> Walked around those angmo's houses for holloween -> 606 -> HOME :D
Saw the tallest guy in the last pic ?
Scary but he's cute las ~ LOL .
He looked at my camera when i said " Look here ley , why don't want look at my camera sia ! " and he waited till i take finish then he look other side . Laughs .
HOHOHOHO , i am getting more and more lazy .
I shall stay at home for the holiday (((:
I'm boreddddd ):
Anyone got job intro ?! ~

2010-10-18T00:45:00.003+08:00

The only stalker , You <:

Having cough and no matter how many cups of water i drink also no use -.-
Hah , i got a idk mood .
Whatever kays .
If only someone were to be able to read my mind and know what am i thinking .
Forever , i can't find someone like you who understands me well .
Just what am i thinking ?
Oh yeah , i am actually feeling sad (:
Laughs , who knows ?

2010-10-15T14:45:00.001+08:00

If only i have what i wanted . imy ):

Alright , marking day today and we don't have to attend school :D
Finally exam overrrrrrrr !!
Self declare holiday . LOL
Overall , i think i won't pass -.-
Study = no study .
Got study also will fail , better still don't study !
Hope i won't retain !
Past few day was having swollen eye , dk for whatever reason .
And now my eye still hurts . wth kays .
Hah , i am just so lazyyyy C:
Bye .

2010-10-15T14:16:00.003+08:00

01/10/10 - Sang k and drink ~

06/10/10 - Aston & SSC ~

09/10/10 - Sentosa ~

11/10/10 - Whisley's birthday ~
More photos , lazy update ! HAHA .
Lazy elaborate too .

2010-09-30T17:11:00.004+08:00

Studies -'-

I got a feeling i will fail amath . WOW .
I have got no mood to do anything .
By hyper-in still makes me feel sad .
Although is only a short period of time , so what ? -'-
The reason was you .
Please , i had enough alr .
Today is totally like no school to me .
Oh yes , my body there only and my soul gone somewhere .

2010-09-28T16:57:00.003+08:00

If only time could stop ):

Gave school a miss today o.o
I think i gonna rot at home as i am soooooo lazy to go anywhere ._.
Looking back at all our messages , i misses those times alot .
Look back at our photos , i miss those memories .
And my inbox is always FULL because i don't bear to delete your messages .
I only miss you and those memories nothing else (:
The joy you brought has became memories .
How wonderful .
Alright , idk what i am typing . Maybe ?

2010-09-26T22:29:00.003+08:00

I want bc ley ~ :D

Last day of work ! (:
Like finally uh .
But i miss those chef ! DDD:
Alright , i am going back sometimes :D hahas .
Examination starts on October .
Never study at all o.o Wonderful .
No mood for school at all .
Anddddd i am lazy to go school tomorrow .

2010-09-13T21:24:00.001+08:00

I'm not .

2010-09-09T03:13:00.006+08:00

Everything is no longer the same .

I'm sad .
Does anyone knows ?
A smile doesn't mean happy at all .

2010-09-07T02:18:00.004+08:00

我很痛苦, 我很难过 :C

I don't like her .

Friends are so fake .

None of the friend is true .

The song makes me remind you .

I miss you .

It's not you .

i don't feel like studying .

I am tired .

Do i look real happy when i laugh ?

Is there time machine in this world ?

Stop your bloodyhell attitude toward me .

Change to old self !

You ; the only one who understands well .

I can't forget .

If only there's last chance .

When is it the last bye ?

Only if you understands me well , you should know what i am writing .

2010-09-05T01:57:00.003+08:00

Tired D:
Studies = Question mark .
Don't really know everything = Fail .
Work = tired .
One week holiday = no holiday .
7days holiday = 5days work , 2 days study .
Think gonna self declare extend holidays . LOL
I miss my boyf alotzxc ))):
Alright bye .

2010-08-30T17:32:00.003+08:00

Actually going for work today but never .
Mum don't want me to work anymore o.o
Soon , money will stop entering my pocket ):
Alright , i am bored and my cig gonna finsih alr D:
Ohya , all this would happen is cause of your fault .
Bitch -'-

2010-08-29T03:31:00.005+08:00

03:37am , Feeling tired but couldn't sleep ):
niagadratsabtahtgnissimmai
Damnit .

2010-08-25T21:22:00.003+08:00

I'm bored ! I'm bored ! I'm bored ! I'm bored ! I'm bored ! I'm bored ! I'm bored !
HAHA . Doing my homework now ! :D
Shock ?! LOL .
Having headache -'-
TiredTiredTired .
Going to school everyday recently ! (:
BOO , i wanna go shopping .
Alright , i am real bored .
And i have a hot temper [:

2010-08-22T14:46:00.006+08:00

18August2010

WinnieTwh !

It was WinnieTwh's birthday on 18th .
Happy belated birthday (:
Had school , home to change and head out to meet charissa and winnie .
Slacked @ admiralty and went over to Ssc meet my idiot sister to have dinner (Y)

Ate at astons , the food there nice uh !
But have to wait very long -.-
Remember when you go there , don't order ice chocolate =x
Like not nice only ! HAHA .
Winnie said it's not nice also . LOL

Finish eating , walked around ~
Off to to meet boyf with charissa while winnie go over to meet his boyf and my idiot sister went home .
BlahBlahBlah and went home .

19August2010

DarrenGky

Planned how to celebrate his birthday before hand .
After school bake him a 'HOT' cake and made him a 'NICE' drink .
Lazy elaborate , had fun :D

20August2010

Workkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk .
Damn slack one lo ~ LOL
i can even manage to sleep during work .__.
Meetup with charissa and xuanna after work .
Walked around and off to sbw while xuanna went home .
Ton halfway went home sleep , soooooooooo tired x.x
Something happened , shall not elaborate .
Cause of big group and have the rights to do thing -'-

2010-08-16T23:31:00.002+08:00

Oh hi , my boyf do stalk my blog .
Watched The Last Airbender earlier on , nicenice ! LOL ._.
I swear i will watch the second part when it's out ! WOOO
Alright gonna be damn busy this two months until exams over ~~
I am lazy to blog liao o.o BYE !
I LOVE MY BOYF !!
Saw this ?! LOL .

2010-08-13T06:53:00.001+08:00

FUCKOFF

2010-08-13T00:06:00.003+08:00

I am crying and yea i am really crying . wth ?
I don't even know what am i angry with now .
I'm feeling damn down and nobody knows what to do .
I myself don't even know what am i thinking now .
WOO , i am blasting song in order to cool myself down o.o
Just what the hack am i doing now !
Suddenly i don't feel like going to school and out of my house .
Whatever is it , i really hate my attitude -'-
Maybe the only thing i could do is to say sorry to stop everything ?
But what for !
I don't wan quarrel , i hate quarrel .
Be it to anyone out there , i just hate quarrel !
And yea , i am unreasonable so BYE .

2010-08-05T15:53:00.004+08:00

What a serious mood swing i have .
And yea , i might attitude anyone of you .
I am sorry if i did that .
Only if you know me well , you would know why i am having mood swing .
Once again i don't wish to explain anything so be it if you hate me or angry with me .
My fucking attitude is back again -.-
Stupid temper -'-
Alright , lets not spoil my mood .
WOOOOOOO !
I AM HAPPY THAT I PASS MY CHEMISTRY ALTHOUGH IS JUST PASS .
Because i never pass before this year ~
And yea whatever , i hate myself (:
BYE !

2010-08-02T23:25:00.002+08:00

I miss my last time hair la siak ):

I AM SAD I AM SAD I AM SAD I AM SAD I AM SAD .
No one knows and nobody care i guess ?
Yaya whatever , i am real sad alright .
Smiling doesn't mean happy .
Faking a smile is tired ):
Why can't i just stop faking a smile ?!
Anyone out there knows what i thinking !?
I guess NO .
And yes , you ain't the same alr .
Am i right ?

2010-08-01T04:42:00.005+08:00

Went to vivo on friday (:
Walked around and cabbed back to sembawang .
Took family cab , watched transformer . Damn syiok one lo ! LOL
Slack and ton (:
Was so bored in the beginning .
Actually we wanted to watch midnight movie but in the end never .
Chitchat and we teach each other different languages :D
Slack and it was getting bored so we decided to play games !!

RISK (Y)

Played risk and we went hyper playing with it ! Fun okays . LOL
Team with ryan and baby team with joel .
Each team had a plan and each team talked in different languages . Cute okays :x
Kaung came and help us as ryan and i was the first time playing . Haas .
Played till morning and cabbed home (:
Slept for the whole Saturday and i am damn awake now ! -.-
Time now is 0501 and i am not sleepy at all ):
How am i gonna wakeup in the afternoon lateron !? Argh !
WOOO , common test will be starting next monday .
I'm not prepared at all . Wonderful har ?! -.-
Studied at baby house on monday , tuesday and wednesday if i am not wrong .
Baby taught me abit of maths and chemistry ! (Y)
Hope can make it for next week common test (:
Alright , i am damn bored now !!
Audition cannot play and i have watched finish my show .
I am bored and i am crapping here now . Lmao
I hate that girl because she just can't be herself in front of them ! Like what only . HAHAS .
Bye .

2010-07-25T03:11:00.006+08:00

The time now is 03.12am and i am damn awake !
Just woke up after a 12 hours sleep .
Ton and drink yesterday with baby and friends .
My face is getting more and more jialet alr ! -'-
Not enough sleep for this whole week .
Only had less then 5hours of sleep everyday ):
Alright , yesterday went orchard with baby and friends .
Fun and tired .
Cabbed back to sembawang and drink (Y)
Ate after that and went to playground and play games till morning ! :D
Slack and went to meet Suqi at around 8am .
Homed to bath and prepare .
Went to school for cip , fun okays .
Suqi and i didn't sleep for the whole night and we went for cip . How wonderful , HAHA .
After cip , went home to sleep and i am awake now ~!
SO BORED !!
had lots of photo but i am lazy to upload all !!

2010-07-22T21:28:00.004+08:00

Currently at stupid baby's house !
Baby's mum cute la siak ! ._. hahas .
WOOOOOO , i am bored ):
Stupid baby and kaung singing non stop ! IDIOT ~
What a stupid baby i have ((: hahas
Alright i am damn bored one !
Charissa is talking to baby's mum and i am here using computer rotting !! )):
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO .
Been so lazy to post o.o
School is still so boring !
But still manage to keep myself awake ! :D
Lastly , I LOVE MY BOYF !! :DDDD

2010-07-22T10:08:00.002+08:00

Woooooo ! I am bored and tired ! Having social studies lesson now ~ Using iPhone to post (: hahahahahas . Shall post a proper one when I reach home (:

2010-07-15T16:50:00.003+08:00

I hate you more when you dislike me (:

2010-07-11T19:07:00.005+08:00

If only sorry could solve everything ...

A smile doesn't mean happy .
I'm breaking down soon .
Maybe everything seem alright but it's not .
Everything is changing , nobody wanted it to be like this .
It's only the matter how you see it and think of it .
There's lots of thing happening in one day ):
Everyone knew how to put on a smile .
But after sometimes it's really tiring .
Alot of thing been drifting but memories do stay .
Had you ever wonder actually you are the one who change instead of others ?
Nobody stays the same .
People do change from bad to worst or from bad to good .
I'm feeling real down and i hate telling others about it .
And everyone thinks i'm fine , so be it .
I would be fine .
I just want a simple life , can't this be done ?

2010-07-06T23:59:00.004+08:00

Am i happy , sad or angry ? Idk ):

I'm pissed i'm pissed I AM BLOODY HELL PISSED OFF !
What's wrong with me ?! Damnit .
One post from you in the facebook and i am so angry !!
I thot i could forget everything but NO !
I remembered everything .
I hate you , i really hate you but i don't even have the courage to hate you . WTH ?!
Fuckoff people , just fucking get out of my life and of cause out of my mind too !
We're stranger , YES STRANGER !
You have changed , ALOT .
NO WAY you would change back to how you was before .
Seriously , i have to tell myself to forget you from today onwards .
And it must be totally disappear from my mind !
Alright , enough of all this .
School today was fine i guess so ?
After school played mahjong -> 888 to eat and homed :D
Currently having damn serious flu and cough -'-
Sneezing non-stop and i am like one mad person now -.-

SEE THIS OKAYS !
What's wrong being with him ?!
So what if i am with him ?!
You only judge them by how others treat you .
I just don't like it when people say all this cause i would think alot .
He is much more better then you thot .
Maybe he's not as perfect as i thot but he is good enough alr .
Don't ever try saying things cause after all you may just suffer !
DON'T FORCE ME TO SCREAM AND SHOUT AT ANYONE OF YOU , THANKYOU (:

2010-07-05T23:40:00.007+08:00

Maybe i'm happy ?

WOOOOOOOOOOO !
I'm back home :D
Like finally uh ?! ._.
888 to meet charissa and co. then headed to meet baby and co. :D
Kaichou wa Maid-sama is nice ~
Watched finish all 13 esp in 2 days . HAHA
I want faster holiday laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas .
School is bored .
Later on have to attend school ):
Maybe going mahjong after school .
Homework all undone , dead .
Hope i can stay awake in school tomorrow O.O
Shall continue with my tw show , bye .
I love my boyf las !! ♥

GUYS , TAG MEEEEEE !

2010-07-02T02:19:00.002+08:00

Tell me you love me (:

School had started for one week already .
Trying to pay attention but catch no balls .
Manage to stay awake [:
But not for all lessons =="
Been playing mahjong , running from woodlands to sembawang or to yishun O.O
Currently is 02.19am and i'm still awake !
Lateron still have english speech , like wth only .
Might be tonning at night :D
Ohya , my stupid boyf came to fetch me on wednesday .
i love him la siak ~
Alright , i am mad for almost everyday . LOL
Andandand , i had not enough sleep at all ! TSKKKK
Gonna rewrite my whole speech nicely , bye .

2010-06-27T03:29:00.006+08:00

Bored ! ):

Din't ton today ):
Reach home around 1plus , i am guai today :D
Curently talking on phone with two people ((:
Gonna do my homework tomorrow , think only some ><
Should be playing mahjong while doing homework . LOL
I am so poor thing !
I HAVE TO WAKEUP DAMN EARLY TOMORROW D:
If not later comfirm got people kill me :X
Ohya , met suqi earlier on .
HappyBirthday :D
Alright , shall stop here . Bye

2010-06-24T06:02:00.008+08:00

Liquor ♥

Just come back from toning :D
I'm bored so came to blog .
My blog is so dead o.o
Sick -'-
And it's damn xinku one lo !@#$%^&*
Been toning this few weeks ((((:
Few more days to school reopen ): Damnit .
I want more holidays ! D;
Homeworks all undone and i din't even get my holiday homeworks from others :X
How wonderful . ==
My boyf's finally home ! HAHA ._.
Alright , i miss him ♥
He's going to sleep soon .
I can't get to sleep las SIAK !
Ohyeah , i hate people who don't reply my texts when they actually saw my messages .
Gonna watch my show liao , byes .

Are you sure you are my friend ?
Shityou manzxc -'-
Are you telling me that by showing all this you are my friend ?
Ohplease , something else is more important to you .
What others dislike you dislike too .
Don't you have your own choice ?
Fuckoff manzxc .
Lastly , don't only think for yourself . Selfish .

I have my feeling too but sometimes there is not a need to be shown .

2010-05-30T23:13:00.005+08:00

My blog is so dead . Aww
I am at 883 now with valencia and co. (:
Life is so bored .
Thinking what to do nowadays , but w/o $$ can't even do anything .
Working two job currently (:
Managing my time well , no time for slacking liao .
Slack only during my off day .
Din't went to work today :X Overslept .
I got a feeling they gonna kill me next week ! x.x
Haas , alright .
Shall continue my story mode [: ! HEHES

Sorry ,
I do miss you , but i told myself no matter what i must give up .
I had my own reason .
Thanks for treating me so good (:
I promise i will not break your promise again <:
iloveyou .

2010-05-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

You're Sweet ♥
Only sometimes .
Confused confused confused .
I am here warning you , STOP ALL THIS ! (:
I don't wish the past to repeat again .
Alright , maybe i am just thinking too much .
Mood high and low .__. Damnit

2010-05-17T22:40:00.001+08:00

I am being bored and so i am posting , LOL .
Should i be feeling happy when i know what had happened ?
Feeling damn idk can !
Alright , skipskip .
Many people are working nowadays when i had resign already .
How wonderful har ?
Can't bear to leave my working place but ... i quited . laughs .
School still the same , Bored !
No interest in studying , going school for the sick of going ._____."
Score quite well for maths and chinese but not others ):
At least i put in effort [:
After school rushed home and change .
Headed to causeway to meet valencia , slacked and weiyang came .
Left them and went to meet baby ♥
Slacked and watched movie <:
Homed before 10pm and i am a good girl okays ! *HEHEHEHE !

2010-05-03T05:31:00.007+08:00

i am feeling damn terrible now .
mixed feeling .
i am real tired alr .
i can't get to sleep at all .
kept thinking that i am damn selfish .
dammit , i'm feeling confused .
once i close my eye and tried to sleep , everything started running again .
it's hard to slow it down or to stop it .
i don't know what to do already .
why won't you all scold me ?
i got lots to say but i couldn't express it out .
hinding all really bring lots of suffering .
i had enough already !
seriously i don't know what am i thinking actually .
i'm breaking down .
have been controlling my mood this few days and putting on a smile .
pretending nothing had happened but it's useless .
i need someone to talk to .
imissyou , you always the one who i talked to in the past .
you always the one who make me smile and cheerup .
you would be there when i needed you .
and i found out that i rely on you too much .
till now , you were always the first i thought of whenever i am feeling down .
i kept telling myself everything's over but no matter what i would start thinking again .
why can't just everything disappear from my mind !?
i am just ruining myself to make me happy .
and i gonna stop myself all this for ruining myself !
i wan a real smile and happiness and not a fake smile anymore .
i am not going to touch all those stuffs again .
i am not going do all those stupid things already .
i wanna change , to the better one of cause .

and yeah , what's the meaning beind this word sister ?
i can say this word was never in my dictionary at all .
i found out that friends are always so fake .
nobody gain trust easily .
whenever there's trouble , friends would be be there first .
this sentence was never true .
because they were only be there for awhile and gone forever .
they are just junks .
and what is left is only memories .
if you din cherish , it would be gone for all .

If only i know , i wouldn't bring her along with me .
If only i know this would happen , that night i would not go over .
If only i know , i won't sent you all those stupid text .
If only i know , i should knew that you was already the best .
If only ... it won't end up this way .

SillyMe , stop regreting what you have done and look forward !
Believe youself it will end soooooon .
They're just rubbish !

i realised that i am just a fool .
all this while i was totally wrong .
what gonna happen tomorrow or later on ?
nobody knows .
why are people having hatred in them and having others to know that you would hate them ?
this is all craps i swear .
after today , i am going to change my life !
what had happen had already happened .
face it and serve it .
i pray hard that she would be alright and this gonna be the last time i promise .

people , if you are unhappy with me come straight to me uh .
No point talking behind my back (:
And for you , if you wanna believe those craps is up to you .

现在的你根本不想认识我对吧，你有想过要告诉我理由吗？
那你又有想过要问我为什么吗？

2010-04-24T04:12:00.002+08:00

everyone's different .
why must it be done this way ?

2010-04-22T19:20:00.005+08:00

This time round i really gone crazy !

What if i really gone crazy ?!
HAHAS !
i am behaving like a mad women now !
i can't control myself o.o
HAHA !
i am doing things like nobody's business ! ^^
only never jump down from my room only , HAHA ! (:
why am i like that ?! omg , idk why o.o
i am shouting his name out loud NONSTOP !
i am calling his name NONSTOP !
i am laughing NONSTOP !
my tears is dropping NONSTOP !
i am complaining NONSTOP !
i am talking to myself NONSTOP !
i am sniffing NONSTOP !
i am coughing NONSTOP !
that's more , how am i gonna type out ? IDK , HAHA (:
he's asking to forget .
he's asking me to trust him !?
he's asking me to do things that i dunwan tooooooo !
he's telling me this and that , that and this !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS !
i misssssssssssssssssssssssssssss him badly !
i don't feel like seeing him but I WANT TO MEET HIM .
i don't feel like talking to him but I WANT HIM TO TALK TO ME .
If anyone of you is beside me now , you will feel like slapping me because now i feel like scolding myself and ask myself to diam but i just get myself to shutup !
i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnt you , dumb ! ):

如果可以 , 我真的很希望能够把这一切都忘掉 .
我真的很想你 .
告诉我,你想回来好吗 ?

2010-04-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

i really wish that time could stop :C

My temper is getting worst again :C
slept for only 5hours ):
accompany charissa for interview today and slacked at sembawang .
slacked whole day and rot whole day of cause .
gonna drink once i take my pay !!!! (Y)

Alex , thanks for rushing down just now (:
thanks for cheering me up .
indeed your words are totally right !
although you don't know what had happened recently but you really talk sense into me .
i will remember your words uh .
Thanks alot [:

korkor , sorry to make you worry :X
i promise you won't do anything silly anymore (:
if you can do it , i can too !
Thanks [:

Thanks for those who tried to cheer me this few weeks ^^
Let me be in my dream awhile more before i wake up .

2010-04-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

Overdued picture o.o

i am called back to work ): !
whole day work and nothing else .
working with them really makes me smile and laugh alot C:

2010-04-15T00:39:00.004+08:00

you seem so wonderful but you ain't one .
everyone seem to be saying you are just a rubbish actually .
and yeah , silly me is still believing in you and hoping miracle will happen .
it shouldn't turn out this way .
i am at fault and not you .
can't you tell me what on earth is happening ?!
i only need a explanation and i will know what i should do .
stop behaving like this , i know you ain't one .
stop ignoring everything , it would make me more crazy .
till now , i am still believing that you ain't like that !
one miracle will do , i will cherish .
i am pleasing you .

2010-04-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

You don't even know a single thing , do you ?

It's goin to be two weeks i am in school everyday and not late at all <:
shall give myself a rest tmr or maybe thurday ?
been slping almost everyday during lesson time .
i had a feeling i'm going to flunk my english oral .
i am thinking of other things instead of what is in front of me and this lead me to a empty mind which made me silent during the whole oral .
after school went mcc , cwp and homed .
Stop doing what you are doing now , can ?!
You're only thinking of one side and not two .
Who am i gonna to believe in ?
If there's no her , everything do remain .
Why can't times be rewind ?

isawyou .
iamafraidtolookatyou .
butiwannaseeyou !

2010-04-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Words can't explain how i felt .

It's my birthday <: !
WinnieTwh was the first to say happybirthday to me at 12am !
and it's Wenhao's birthday too (:
School today was fine , i think .
Early in the morning , CharissaTAN and Suqi shouted happybirthday and it's like whole class know about it -.-
okays , they are mad by shouting happybirthday the whole day and it's like everywhere around the place .
still thanks them , i enjoyed [:
after school vista to meet winnie and jialin .
valencia , suqi , charissa and nicholas came .
homed to change and headed to cwp to meet them .
valencia , nicholas , winnie , jialin , suqi and weiyang was there .
if i din forget anyone :X
ate -> arcade -> center -> home .
3N2 sang birthday song for me :D ! laughs .
Actually charissa and co. planned something else i think ?
But it was ruined .
Haas , neverminds <: Thanks !

Thanks for those who wishes me happybirthday C: ! ♥
Winnie , Charissa ,My mum , Jialin , Valencia , Samuelson , MsLee , Wenhao , Yasmin , Atiqah , Mingzhu , Amanda , Shah , Leon , Suqi , MrJustin , Ryan , Isaac , Ronald , Jiazhen , Shiyrong , Erilea , Andy , Yuhao , Weijun , Junrong , Vernice , Mingxuan , Weiliang , Weiyang , Xuanna , Nicholas , Samuel , Jason , Venus , Yunqi , Darren , Cheryl , Joli , Jiawei , Shihui , Saiful , Michelle and of cause 3N2 peeps !
Hope i din miss out anyone x.x

24hours past , i din receive a single message at all ):
uoyssimi

2010-04-07T23:43:00.002+08:00

have not been paying attention during class for the past few weeks .
school life is bored .
- slept in class almost everyday .
- chitchat during lesson .
- quarreling with teachers .
- cannot caught up with what teacher is teaching .
- do owns thing .
every morning is just wasting time to head out to school and stay there for like 7 hours .
Nowadays don't feel like going out , don't feel like staying at home , don't feel like doing anything at all .
everyday slack and nothing else .

oh yes , i am gonna let it go sooooooonnnnnnnnnn (:
It will be the most wonderful memories i had , thanks .

Boyf , sorry .
Trust me alright .
contact me soon .

2010-04-06T23:43:00.004+08:00

moodswing is back again .
totally got no mood to study at all .
i have been thinking alot .
finally you told me everything ?
isn't true ?
i really don't know .
cause everyone is telling me different stories .
why din you tell me all this in the first place ?
i really miss you , i am really trying my best to forget but it's hard .
once i saw you , everything flashed .
tears just drop whenever i receive your messages .
i din know you suffered , sorry .
i have lots to say but out of sudden i am speechless .
But remember this , you made me smile too (:
I wanna see your real smile [:
imissyou ):

Thanks for those who been there for me ♥
i hope i won't touch back all those stuffs again .

2010-03-27T01:49:00.003+08:00

210310 -
` jie's working place
` weiyang house to watch chucky
` fragrant slack
` 888 eat tgt with ronald and charissa
` 602 chitchated and home.
` breakoff .

220310 -
` totally no mood for anything .
` miss you .
` run for PE , think think think and think .
` cried after running .
` whole day din focus on study but writing everythings about you on foolscap .
` din eat for the whole day .
` winnie house after that , slacked .
` home tgt with charissa .
` din have the mood to head out so stayed at home .

230310 -
` never go school .
` slept till 2 plus ?
` charissa called , prepared and meetup .
` walked to winnie house .
` cwp slacked , woodlands center slacked with winnie xuanna and charissa .
` home after that .

240310 -
` actually not goin school cause still not in the mood but have to .
` din pay attention again .
` wrote quite alot of things .
` home after that .
` prepare and change , cwp to meet up with suqi valencia and nicholas .
` slacked and walked cwp to wait for junhao to come (:
` slacked , chitchated .
` cabbed to woodlands center while nicholas and junhao bike .
` played pool , this and that .
` asked for patch , but rejected . cried .
` smoked and know that nicholas and valencia goin home but you still wants to stay at the pool room .
` din see you after that .
` bused home with suqi thn .

250310 -
` making ic so must go school .
` school was fine ?
` after school went cwp with suqi , winnie and charissa .
` slacked , walked around , bought stuffs that we wanted .
` went home at around 6 plus .

260310 -
` school , cabbed.
` miss you !
` after school , vista slacked .
` home after that , cabbed tgt with suqi , charissa and isaac .
` reach home , change and prepare .
` cabbed to woodland drive 60 , cost me $4 o.o
` slacked around there .
` cabbed to woodland center around 6plus which cost me $8.35 !
` pool and lan .
` you din came today .
` i really wishes to see you alot .
` alex send me home aft tat , after knowing you wasn't coming .
` homed around 12am .

2010-03-22T23:59:00.001+08:00

I am currently having fever and gastric pain . How great har ?
School holiday ended .
School today was craps , mood totally is rubbish .
Run during PE lesson (:
The rest of the day , din pay attention in class at all .
Was terrible .
I just can't stop thinking .
After school , slacked and home .
No mood for studying now .
I am throwing temper again D:

I din expect it would became like that .
Everything is too sudden and it's making me crazy now .
I thought everything was fine .
But it was not .
Words just cannot explain anything .
All this shouldn't have happened at all .
I only want everything to be back !
You have forgotten what you said to me .

Don't call me cause i won't be answering .
Don't message me cause i won't be replying .
I won't be entertaining anyone unless i wish to .

2010-03-20T03:45:00.003+08:00

i am back home :D
Finally ~
I'm tired o.o
Bugis today with valencia (:
shopped and bought those stuff that i like C: !
trained to cwp to makan , slacked .
watched kidnapper with valencia , nicholas , junhao and weiyang .
homed after that (:

2010-03-18T23:47:00.005+08:00

KpKpKpKp !

Fucking sot sia !
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !
Fuck luh !
HELLLLLLLLL !@#$%^
THEY ARE SERIOUSLY DOGS , OMG !
Currently talking on phone with a idiot person (:
okays la , he is angry at me for writing he'is a idiot .
HEHEHEHEHEHE
Feeling better after talking to him alr C: !
But still very sot >:C ROAR .

Why those noises would make me think of you ? (L)

2010-03-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

Tell me what to do .

stoned in front of the computer whole day .
watched 偷心大聖 P.S.男 , audi .
I am sorry :C
You asked me how many times i have to say sorry to you .
The answer is i don't know .
What you said to me are all right .
Sorry is only the word i can say .
I hurt you .
Yes , i once wanted to try out .
But i really can't face the facts .
Those memories are so wonderful that i couldn't pull myself out of it .
As what you said , yes i suffered but I really don't bear to walk out of those memories .
And yes , i am a fool who keep on waiting .

2010-03-17T13:01:00.001+08:00

Suck .

D: D: D: D: D: !
i am sick manzxc . wtf
wokeup in the morning , prepared .
wanted to go for work already , not feeling well .
so din went for work .
won't be going out today .
staying at home and rest (:

2010-03-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

Actually staying at home .
but due to something i went out .
headed to cwp to meet winnie and jialin .
walked , slacked .
went up to winnie house .
watched tv , meetup with ronald , weiyang and xuanna .
slacked at 518 , walked home after that .

2010-03-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

Monday ~
-> cwp to meet jialin .
-> trained to dbg .
first thing we do when we reached was FOOD ! LOLOL
we hunt for thing to eat .
settle down at ljs .
ate , shopped plaza sing , slacked .
Meet xuanna and joyi at plaza sing .
went cude awhile and back to plaza sing shopshop .
trained to sbw .
meetup with winnie and charissa .
took shuttle bus to ssc .
slacked , shop , ryan came and walked to ryan house nearby .
slacked and ryan left , sam came .
walked to sun plaza mos to eat dinner with charissa .
cabbed over to fragrant .
slack and headed home around 1am (:

2010-03-12T00:58:00.004+08:00

HIHIHIHI :D
Currently is friday .
Posting for thursday , 110310 .
headed to school , was early (: !
and i found out that this two week i din late at all , din throw temper AND of cuz i behave very well o.o HEHE
morning after assembly went up to hall for some elearning thing .
back to rtc , skipskip .
help out with some stuffs and went back to class for math lesson only ~.~
stayed till school end , ate pizza with 3N2 classmates (:
thanks to mr wee and ms diana for it :D:D LOLOL o.o
went back rtc aft that , called out to help out with wgs idol thing .
went up hall , this and that .
finally sited down and listen to their voices . HAHA
off we went out of school at 5plus !
slack -> homed -> slack .
i did my holiday homework when i was slacking ! laughs .
today today today , start of holiday and end of my suspension ! :D:D:D
gonna have fun manzxc !
shall end here . HEHE
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

OH YA , if gram2vilmaple@live.com added you in msn , don't accept it . He / She is totally a sicko . -huiyu's ! (:says is me ! and that sicko is gram2vilmaple@live.com says .

-huiyu's ! (:says:
*you are ?

gram2vilmaple@live.com says:
*hey, how are you? did you get my invite?

-huiyu's ! (:says:
*huh

gram2vilmaple@live.com says:
*ok, i found your profile on MSN, decided to add you lol

-huiyu's ! (:says:
*LOL ?

gram2vilmaple@live.com says:
*:P, so you bored? wanna have some fun lol,i just got done working out and i have nothing else to do now... maybe we can cam2cam? you got one?

-huiyu's ! (:says:
*No -.-

gram2vilmaple@live.com says:
*ok here, just use this invitation code thing on PCS, it makes it so you get in for free :), you know what PCS is?

-huiyu's ! (:says:
*i am not bored
*i am very busy !

gram2vilmaple@live.com says:
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-huiyu's ! (:says:
*ohh ic
*but i am not interested

gram2vilmaple@live.com says:
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-huiyu's ! (:says:
*i don't wish to chat with you
*lol

gram2vilmaple@live.com says:
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-huiyu's ! (:says:
*LOL
*happy waitin

He/She din reply me after that o.o Joker man ~

2010-03-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

I miss you :C

Been weeks since my last post .
I am getting more and more lazy :@
Also , i am getting fatter :C
Many things happened between this few weeks .
Many things left undone too .
Erm , school :
-> suspension .
-> only know my maths score , overall 81 ^^v
-> din take back the rest of my common test paper , heard that i failed ?
-> help out in school stuffs during suspension .
-> din fall asleep during suspension [: ! laughs
Overall , school was bored :X
Been slacking out of woodlands more then slacking in woodlands area already .
I am bored , i am bored , i am bored .
Got nothing to write liao alr . LOLOL
Shall post longer when i am free :D:D:D

2010-02-28T01:29:00.002+08:00

I ~~really hope~~ want nothing to happen to her !
Not a single thing .

2010-02-23T23:58:00.001+08:00

I'm irritated .
Fuckoff -'-

Yesterday;Monday
school -> common test .
after school -> vista -> fragrant to slack .
homed to change and headed to fragrant .
something " WONDERFUL " happened .
shall not talk much about this " wonderful " story .
brought back , whole night din sleep even 3 hours .
less then 3 hours , of cause i think only for me :C
around 6.30am reached home , bathed , prepared and headed out for school today .
late for school and things happen in class today was :
-> i slept in class .
-> i was talking on phone during lesson .
-> my phone was confiscated .
-> i was paying attention in class for some subjects (:
-> and lastly , I CONTROLLED MY TEMPER TODAY ^^v
i din shout , yell or throw temper at any teacher when i am angry C:
after assembly , went to take back my phone .
chitchatted on phone with isaacang after that !
craps alot on phone with him , miss him uh ):
after school -> vista -> fragrant slack .
actually going celebrate kaung's birthday but din .
moodswing and don't feel like going , instead headed home .
stayed at home after that C:

On last Friday;190210
decided not to go school de .
but Suqi asked me to accompany her .
so went school and OngSuQi din come school >:C !
LOLOL , cause she overslept .
after school -> fragrant slack and home .
change and headed to fragrant .
slackslack -> xuanna's house .
back to fragrant and bused to sembawang .
drink , slack .
drunk and din went home , headed to winnie's house .

Saturday;200210
wake up , winnie cooked for me ^^
ate , chitchat and i fall asleep :X
damn tired one , dk why .
charissa came , continue sleeping x.x
charissa wake me up around 2plus .
bathed and headed out to tekong -> civic .
walked to xuanna's house -> cwp .
slacked , walked .
bused to sun plaza walked , slacked .
cabbed to winnie's house slacked , play poker .
walked home around 10plus .

2010-02-19T13:39:00.002+08:00

Fucking no mood .
Damn it .

2010-02-18T22:21:00.005+08:00

My mood sucks .

bored dieeee .
i'm back home early today C:
random , random ~
went to school today as promised to Suqi that i will accompany her .
alright , was not late for school today .
claps , LOL .
actually is because it rains , that why i am not late :X
i have totally lost interest in studies manzxc !
almost kenna suspended today .
Because of a ~~fucking~~ damn teacher .
He's damn lame uh and he damn need face one .
okays , skipskip .
back to class , din't even pay attention the whole day .
OMGOMG , i don't want go school ):
after school headed to vista -> fragrant .
slacked and bused to woodland centre .
brought things and bused to 888 .
walked , slacked at 899 and home .
i'm getting fatter and fatter >:C !

2010-02-17T01:02:00.003+08:00

I HATE YOU !
AND YES , FROM THIS SECOND ONWARD WE'RE STRANGER !
Your 'WONDERFUL' story and words are shit ! JUNKS !

2010-02-16T22:36:00.004+08:00

Hope everyone enjoy chinese new year and valentine day (:

i am backkkkkkkk homeeeee :D
early eh o.o ~ laughs
morning wake up and stone infront of my computer .
2plus headed to cwp , meetup with jialin and winnie .
and know what , hangten's staff are guailan .
serve a customer with a SMILE next time !
train to orchard , walked around .
cabbed to bugis street after that .
walked and bought quite afew of stuffs .
had our dinner at long john silver .
took neoprints and cabbed home .
kept thinking of him instead of you .
how comeeeeeeeeeeeee ?

15feb2010;Monday
wakeup use computer , bath and headed out .
blahblahblah , went home bath change and walked to fragrant .
played poker $.$ . haas .
went up to xuanna's house and walked home .

14feb2010;Sunday
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO EVERYONE (:
early in the morning kenna burst call by boyf ~.~
wakup and prepared .
boyf came to fetch me and headed to his house .
ate , chitchat , played poker , watch tv , slacked .
boyf acc-ed me home and went home . (L)
reached home ate with family again ! .____.
damn full ~
bath , prepared and walked to fragrant to find darren , junxiang , ryan , xuanna , yizi .
soon , others joined .
slack , drink , drank , drunk .
went over to 602 slack with jialin , jiazhen and winnie .
jiazhen headed home after awhile .
slack , chitchat and went home .

13feb2010;Saturday
wakup around 4plus , went to prepared and cabbed down to grandmother house .
we're first to reach , LOLOL
helped out with stuffs and sat down , bored .
around 7plus , ate and watched tv .
actually playing mahjong but din ?
cabbed back , mum dropped me at cwp (:
headed to cinema to find jialin , winnie and winnie's family .
watched 14 Blades .
after watching headed to chinaik's house .
slacked and cabbed home .

2010-02-12T21:20:00.002+08:00

Just watch what you're doing .
I will make you regret , for sure (:

It's friday :D
had normal lesson in the morning and celebration after that .
can sleep alr :X
damn bored one except for those shouting . laughs
wen fragrant slack after school and headed to admiralty .
walkwalk and headed off to cwp .
slacked whole day and walked around .
bought stuff that i want and went home .
reached home , packed my room .
and nowwwwwwww i am using computer o.o
no angbao for me this year due to some reason ! D:

2010-02-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

overdue picture .

i am backkkkkkkk home (:
morning cabbed to school with amanda and ximnin .
reached school and i was not late :D LOLLLL
first two period , physics .
totally don't know what craps manzxc .
don't even understand anything .
din pay attention and do my own stuffs .
same goes to chemistry .
thinking how am i gonna deal with my common test -.-
after 4 period of science , social studies .
damn tired and bored .
mood changed :C
almost throw the whole plate of rice at the store aunty as she was damn fucking gl .
din even talk more then 5 sentences after that .
back to class , slept .
after 1 hour of sleeping , much better o.o HAHA
talked and asked question , LOLOLOLOLLLLLL
belllllllllllllllll ring , headed to vista .
bought thing and off to fragrant .
pissedoff over some things .
slacked and walked home with ronald .
used computer watched show .
receive call and went over to fragrant .
slacked and walkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkked home .
currently rotting in front of my computer ~.~
eye closing soon , talking on phone with boyf(L) .
tomorrow celebration , don't feel like attending school .
12 more days and MR.ISAACANG will beeeeeeeeee out :D !

2010-02-09T21:55:00.004+08:00

overdue picture .

Not in mood this few days ,
throw temper just now .
And now !
i feel like chopping people -.-

wake up this morning thinking whether to go school anot .
in the end went -.-
late for school , ran and back to class .
damn bored , not even a single thing remembered that was said by teacher .
after school headed to cwp -> fragrant .
slacked and home (:

2010-02-03T22:12:00.005+08:00

Make me believe you once more (':

around one month since my last post o.o
life everyday the same .
getting more and more lazy to go work x.x
school getting real bored .
started to skip school nowadays .
din't attend school for 2 days already .
thinking whether to attend school tomorrow ?
alright , today morning wakup use computer and went back to sleep ~.~
wakup again , bath and prepared .
boyf came to fetch me and headed to his house ^^
he said i was having fever ?
don't know uh , i only know i veryyyyy tired plus giddy . LOLOLLLLL
slept at boyf's house and headed home after that .
888 to meet jiazhen , bought cigg and headed off to fragrant to meet ryan , darren , elfi and kaung .
soon weiyang came , followed by xuanna .
slacked , played poker , chitchat and walked home with ronald bastard .
i am now currently chatting with charissaTAN (:
miss her lots uh , gonna meet her if i never attend school tomorrow :)
shall end here , shall post when i am free C:

2010-01-05T02:02:00.003+08:00

currently is 050110 !
i am awake for around 36 hours w/o sleeping !

30th , wakup prepared and headed off for work with winnie .
blahblahblah , slacked quite alot . LAZY x.x
mrted back to admiralty .
bought things and off to slack .
tio screen and went others place slack .
sented ahben home with winnie and jialin .
cabbed home aft that .
31th , wakup prepared and off to meet winnie .
headed to aljunied , meetup with darren , jiawei , junxiang , ronald , weiyang , and yizi .
slacked and waited for jiawei .
trained to vivo aft that .
walked the whole place .
finding ppl like maddddddddddd ._. LOL
meetup with samuelson and xinjie , separate aft that .
manyyyyyyyyyyyy ppl , warm dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
keep walking here and there .
aft fireworks , faster train back o.o
tiredddddddddddd .
jiawei , junxiang and yizi went home while the rest went off to slack .
weiyang headed home aft awhile .
slackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk .
when we was about go back , searched the whole playground ! LOL
for hours somemore o.o
winnie's memorycard lost .
using camera flash here and there .
finally found , hahas
headed to 888 with ronald , bought food and homed around 5plus or 6am ?
forgotten x.x
1st , i think i stayed at home ?
hahhahahahhas
2nd , forgot alr .
3rd , wokeup and headed off for work .
blahblahblah .
reached home bathed and stoned infront of my com .
packed my bag and stuff , offed com and went to bed .
turning here and there couldn't sleep at all .
morninnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng 4th , first day of skkul O.O
continueeee ~ LOL
msging all the way , found out that suqi and charissa are both awake too o.o
so bathed and meet them at vista .
uppersec uniform are wired ! HAHAS
slacked and started rainin .
stoned inside viva foodcourt .
we 3 were only the customer ! LOL
cool o.o we was so early for the first time !
we three din slp at all somemore .
headed to skkul aft that and i was so hyper :D:D:D:D:D:D
i was walking around the whole skkul saying YO , HELLO ! laughs
every classroom , those who i don't even know ~.~
joker yea o.o don't hyper will die .___.
causeeeeeeeeeeeeee very tired !
class as usual , blahblahblah .
skkul ended , rush home to change .
headed to cwp walkwalk , actually meeting that bastard !
but he went to crescent , andddddddddddd i am lazy to go ! x.x
slacked at cwp , blahblahblah and homed .
using com since i am back home .
and i don't feel lyk slping at all -.-
FASTER meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet me , you DUMBDUMB !
me miss dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you @#$%^&*()&^%$#@! DDDDD:

2009-12-29T08:43:00.002+08:00

i miss my boyf D:

YOYOYO MORNINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :D
din sleep for the whole night :B
not even tired now ~
stoned infront of com the whole night .
watching show and audi :D:D:D
packed my stuff , throw away all my sec 2 worksheets .
found lots of craps i did when i am bored during skkul hours o.o
drawing and stupid letters . LOL
few more days to 2010 .___.
not in mood for skkul yet D:
i still want holiday !!!
homeworks all undone .
stuff not packed finish .
how cool yea ? RUBBISH !
christmas passed , enjoyed ? LOL
was like a mad person with those ladies , shouting merrychristmas everywhere . HAHA
meet boyf for his christmas present and slacked at his house .
he's cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! WAHAHAS
left and went to slacked .
LALALALALALAS !!! lmao
no money spent liao alr !
i am brokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee D: !
NOWADAYS ! ~~~
slackslackslack , out early and homed latelate .
took lotandlots of off cause lazy .__.
if i am not wrong , on 23th i am lyk a idiot waiting for boyf to finish his course x.x
waited for him for 3hours plusplus !
bored die can !
with no cig , fone with low battery and less then $1 in it !
try it and you will know how it feel , can die -.-
somemore it's veryyyyyyyyyyy cold lorhhx +_+
actually wanted to go bugis shop oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , end up waiting for boyf x.x
24th , out to 888 meetup with winnie and jialin .
saw zhicheng and eugene , chatted awhile and left .
bused to center , walkwalk and back to admiralty .
asked ppl help us buy and they jio us drink .
drink one can only and cabbed to 888 .
meet michelle darren junxiang jiawei ronald weiyang.
slackkkkkkkkkkkslackkkkkkkkkkkk and homed .
25th , went cwp meet boyf and off to slack .
cabbed to meet winnie and co.
slack awhile and off to boyf house .
his friend playing his com while we chitchattin :]
meet winnie and co. again at 872 then went 888 buy cigg
meet ronald darren and junxiang
play true or dare , funnnnnnnn diee .
laughs , we was so loud that ppl complain -.-
police came and off to 888 .
slack -> tekong -> vista -> under block -> homed .
26th , wakup and headed for work .
tired dieeeeee , enjoyed (:
work ended and off to meet winnie and co.
slacked and homed .
28th , woke up and meet winnie jialin and jiazhen at 551
slackslack , cab down 369 meet ahben
eat eat eat then darren and weiyang came down
355 to buy thing then slack slack
ahben left and off to playground slack .
darren went home and headed to vista .
alright , enough of craps .
i want $$ uh !
BROKE BROKE BROKE @#$%^&*(!
gonna go out later again ~
hahas , i am everyday out :D
happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy die .

2009-12-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

love this toy to the max manzxc !
many ppl say not nice . LOL
no choice , i evil mahhx ~ hahahas

alright alright !
i dunno what to post ! WAHAHAHAHHAS -.-
currently is 211209'0229 , gonna post it as 201209'2359 .
cabbed to work with charmaine , jiaqi and amanda .
work just now was funnnnnnnnn okays
worked base today , 100x better thn cashier !
only closing hard only , hahas .
hurt my hand during work ! D:
got scar siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!@#$%^&*
i wanna work base againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !
new manager today and it's her last day of work , LOL
almost everyone dun lyk her ?
deesiao here and there , LOL
funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn uh !
bused home with them too .
headed to 602 slack and homed .
all my homework are undone !
gonna get scolding when skkul reopen .
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahas .___.
boredddd dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
gonna logoff . BYE !

2009-12-14T02:22:00.007+08:00

currently is 14/12/09 2.22am .
just came back from outside and work :D
work wad real funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :B
but it was mazlin sir last day working .

took the pic from charmaine's blog ><
he gonna transfer !@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*(
he very good one leyy !

reached workplace and knew that he gonna transfer !
was so bored and went into office , slacked x.x
wrote farewell letter to mazlin , me and charmaine was lyk duno what to write . LOL
andddddddddd we wrote craps .__. hahas . funnydieeeee .
Worked , blahblahblah .
closing time reached and sir was lyk okay byebye!
normal reaction for all is OI ~! LOL
was countin my money and the kitchen uncle started to spray water at mazlin ~
everyone started playing except some .
actually was not wet but the kitchen uncle spray meeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! ROAR .
shirt and pant wet alr .
however since i am wet , i started playing too ! hahas .
thot it was over so changed into new uniform .
they brought cake , knew they wun be eating o.o
so changed back the wet uniform .
cake flying around ! LOL
the place was damn messy , those who played was damn dirty .
including meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
was running all over the place manzxc . LOL
alright enough of fun and it's time for cleaningggggggggggggg !
washed my hair , started spraying water again , lol
we was like playing non stop . lmao
changed into new uniform and helped in cleanin .
took photos and slacked .
cleaned halfway and sat down , hahas
was lazyyyyyyyyyyyyy x.x
slack outside , chitchat .
and off we went home .
MAZLIN SIR WILL MISS YOU UH . hahas
shall go disturb him during tuesday to saturday when he's workin ! HAHAS
overall today's work was fun .
hope new manager will be lyk mazlin sir eh ? o.o
cabbed to vista , slacked .
i can buy cigg when i am wearing uniform !
bet with them saying i can buy and really i bought it ! HAHS
slacked at vista and homed .

2009-12-11T08:46:00.002+08:00

total in 3 days , i slept for less then 10 hours x.x
currently i am real tired !
heading out after i post finish this post o.o
091209 , wednesday .
wokeup prepared and meet wh , jl , jz .
ate and cabbed to work .
blahblahblah , we were so hyper .
the whole place was covered with our voices , LOL
night -> tiongbahru , one stupid shop so call cheated our $10 ! !#$%^&*(
slacked and trained back to woodlands , slack and home .
behind 888 was so highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh o.o
craps non stoppppppppppppppppppp .
tonned till 101209 , thursday morning .
once i reach my room , LIE DOWN SLEEP ! lols
sleep not even more then 4hours , prepared and head out to buy books .
know what , ppl working at woodgrove sec sch is guailan !
vista to eat , waited for sister to come down and watch her eat again -.-
homed , use com and off i went to cwp .
slack , bought things , went to others places slacked and homed . HAHA
used com till dunno what time and went to sleep .
I AM AWAKE NOWWWWWWWWWW o.o
sotplug .
my homeworks are still undone ! yea , gg -.-
lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to do .
indeed dun even wanna to do . lmao .
holiday gonna enddddddddddddddddddddddd D:
not enough fun at all !
i wanna extend holiday x.x
the longer the better , LOL
shall stop here , gonna go out naoooooooooooooooooooooozxc .

2009-12-08T04:02:00.006+08:00

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currently com's down .
will be fixing by this week ? hopeso .
same thing , been working lately .
everyday work or slack , nothing esle .
homework undone , not touched at all .
books havben even buy yet .
no mood to go study at all .
everyone enjoy holiday yea ?
i wanna drunk again .
maybe i am madddddddddddd .
being drunk is horrible but happy eh .
051209 , saturday was drunk for dunno how long ._.
my whole face turn so red even both of my eyes , maybe due to wearing lens ?
LOLOLOL , hackcare .
they say i look scary . HAHAHS .
drink and we bused back to woodlands to meetup with others .
was still drunk eh , feel lyk vomiting and having serious headache .
slacked , walked here and there and headed home .
the next day sunday , headed to work and was still blurblur one eh .
was lyk ~~damn~~ quite ?
brokedown cuz of smth , end work smoked and back home .
monday din attend work x.x
wokeup damn early , 8am ++
duno what stupid reason and i can't get back to slp .
so stoned in front of my com :B
till around 7pm headed out to meet michelle , ronald and winnie .
888 to eat and played some ~~childish~~ games , laughs .
walked here and there , slackslack .
mahjong-ed and headed home .
till now i am still awake , later on still need get prepare and headoff my house before 11am for work .
later on sure tired dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , LOLOL
and noe what , iasm wrote letter ! hahas
3 months gonna be fast .
we'll be waiting for you :D
tons of problem occurred , unsolved .
people really do change cuz of smth yea .
once walked wrong path , it's hard to get back .
once lost in the jungle it's hard to get the way out .
if willing to find out the way and get back , it wun be too late .
once humanbeing changed is hard to get back what they were before .
sooooooooooooooo , think before doin anything yea .
or you will regret when things happen .
enough of crapppppppppppppppppps , byeeeeeeeee .
my tagboard is dead o.o

2009-11-27T04:07:00.004+08:00

Sotpluggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg !
i am crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !@#$%^&*(*(&^%$#@!&^% HAHA
currenly is 112709'0407 , fridayyyyyyy
been not sleeping enoughhhhhhhhhhh .
my eyes hurt now o.o
wednesday slept at around 0530 in the morning , wakup at 1plus aftnoon .
could not sleep back and sweetheart wanna go cwp so acc-ed .
and she was forced by me to acc me eat pastamania ! x.x
slack whole day and headed to her house .
waited for humanbeing ~.~ LOL
they went to 888 eat while i went home around 3 ?
actually working on thursday mornin and miting them early in the mornin so din sleep at all .
stoned in front of my com , msging them ~ hahas
finally 261109 thursday mornin !
bathed and went over to sweetheart house .
reached there before 8am .
couldn't sleep at all .
imagine how many hours i din sleep ?
i been long since i am awake for so many hours .
me and jiazhen was like running in and out of the rm cause of a fellow . LOL
he was totally drunk !
iwantdrinkiwantdrinkiwantdrinkiwantdrinkiwantdrinkiwantdrink !!!!!
settle down things and finally lied down on bed .
sleep , wake , sleep , wake ._.
awake at 6pm ?
headed to cwp eat .
MACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC :B
walk around and off to tekong and nick's house .
waited for him to be out , chatted with her mum o.o
xben , will be alright eh , day pass veryyyyy fast onee .
slacked at nick's house and walked home .
till now i am still awakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee -.-
tmr still need work eh @!#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!
public holiday and manager asked to me to help out , zz .
gonna die soon ._. LOLOLOL !
i am maddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd eh -.-
alright , byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

2009-11-22T02:24:00.002+08:00

i do know that it look like ghost .
hellohello :B !
feel like posting so came to o.o LOL
been very sot this few days .
real sot okays , laughs alot .
being a real entertainment too ~.~
i am goin back to work next week .
CASHCASHCASH $.$ hahas
meaning i gonna work more then one job , HAHA
hope can tahan eh o.o
hope i dun mia again , HEYHEY ~
alright , everyday the same uh .
-> sleep
-> eat
-> work
-> slack
LOL , everyday almost the same .
i am not thinking that much of things already alr .
reason being was working , where got time to think !#$%^&*
HAHAS , but good :B
no stress eh . lmao
yeayea , making the post long again as duno for how many 71265372164 years when i am gonna update again .
so fast , holiday ending soon ' one more month to go and it's 2010 D:
days passed so fast *blink* , everything pass .
can you see i am craping here as i am REAL BORED and can't even go to sleep .
wondering how am i gonna wakup early tmr -.-
quite happy lately ?
but you stupid !@#$%^&*(&^%$#@!$%^&* , duno what you thinking uh .
you making me maddddddddddddd , hahas .
butbut , you brought me laughter (:
i been thinking what actually you wanted .
but i am still confused .__.
i thot i would not think again , actually it's not .
actuallyactuallyactually i din even put down anything ?
i am wondering what's stopping me frm doin that .
yours words would just flash through my mind whenever i wanna play .
thn ofcuz i would just threw back to the person . LOL
what makes you so impt manzxc ! idiot .
i admit , sometimes i do miss you :S
dots , my post still short larhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhx ~~~
siak ~
my alien languages are all over .
currently it's cold .
headed out just now at 1plus ?
headed to work and back to wld at around 10 ?
trained to work and trained back wld .
laughs lots in mrt .
endless talks eh , we laugh all the way . LOL
slacked , played and off to 888 .
ate and homed C:
saw quite afew of familiar faces today . hahas
alright , shall post again when i feel like posting .
will post also when i am free , provided i am free -.- LOL!
OMFG , i machim entertaining myself .
okays , i think it's ~.~
HAHA , i think i gonna sleep soon .
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :B

2009-11-05T03:49:00.005+08:00

i know i look stupid :B LOL
been ages since i updated my blog o.o
sweetheart told me to update around one week ago ?
but , as you can see i am lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy eh ! hahas
alright , my right hand is injured and not recover yet ! !@#$%^&*()
took back result and gonna know what class i am in on 11/12nov ? not sure ._.
result was like !@#$%^&*(&^%$@! o.o
weeks past , everyday same route ?
-> out to slack
-> work
-> whole day not at home , out till late o.o
-> sleep eat sleep eat . LOL
stupid taiji happened on a stupid day .___. troublemaker o.o! lmao
okays , been MIAing from kfc for weekssssss x.x
manager wan me to go work and i give duno thousands of reason ._.
i am quittin soonnnnnnnnnnnn , think so ? =="
This week ,
-> depot road to work with winnie
-> slack , shop andand EXPLORE . haas
-> stayed at home O.O
As for today ~
actually workin but cuz of my hand !
din went for work .
wakup use com and out to mit winnie .
jurong aft tat and off to workshop .
headed home , use com till now o.o
laughed whole day non-stop ?
and they said i forget eat medicine or i eat extra . LOL
i admit , i am really sot today . HAHA !
currently msgin with sweetheart ! she dumb :B hahas
8nov RONALD BASTARD BIRTHDAY ! :D
ERM EH ERM EH ERM !
duno what to post ><
i am not tired .
i wanna make this post longgggggggggggggggggg one .
okays , i know i am lame .
NO CHOICE ! i cannot sleep XD
nvm , shall end here .
i got no more craps , byeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-10-16T15:28:00.009+08:00

alright , i am finally updating ._.
my days now , slacking and audi-ing . wonder if should i quit my job or continue .
many things happen in this 10 days .
lazy to mention anythings andand my memories not so good .
thanks for those ppl who cheer me up yea (:
nowadys , there're ppl goin in and comin out .
change okays ?
you know how much i felt when i heard that you were in lock up ?
and you know how i felt when mrjustin told me about your thing ?
you don't even care at all or you don't even know anything at all .
seriously , you don't care and why should you . correct ?
all you know is only her , nothing else .
lets talk about ytd , was marking day but wokeup damn early . LOL
instead i can be slping !
chiong and prepare , off to mit winnie .
cabbed to admiralty , mit ronald , charissa , isaac and his parents - trained to chinatown .
walked to isaac's court place .
know what , all of us cried .

isaacang , learn frm the lesson eh .
rmb what you promised us .
you won't wan to see your parents and friends crying for you again eh .
andand of cuz your girlf , cherish her yea .
now , you would be okays but who knows what will happen next ?
so stop everything , we'll be helping you eh .
change for the better , we will be waiting for a new isaacang ! :D
aft his court , everyone was fine .
his court postpone to 17nov .
trained back to admiralty and slacked .
knew that he's okays , happyyyyyyyyy okays ! :DD haas
isaac's and ronald's girlf with their friends came .
i was so hyper eh , so noisy x.x
kip ask stupid question .
kfc to eat and 2nd floor to slack .
ryan came , follow by junxiang and xinjie .
slacked , ahboon tgt with michelle came and fetch me and winnie .
homed and down to mit them , headed to carshop .
all the while there , mood changes .
back home around 1plus .

as i said , this 10days happen lots of things .
mood up and down .
anytime it will changes .
really thanks those who tried to cheer me up .
ofcuz LAOPEH , sorry for letting you worry .
i been viewing her blog , speechless to say anything .
you been saying those things to me , i wanna know the reason .
after i scolded you , you din mention anythings already .
butbut , you still own me a reason no matter what .
i am confused on why it ended up like this .
isn't cuz of what you told me or others reason .
as said to me , your answer is not sure .
but i swear i really din even did anything at all when i was with you .
i heard alot ppl saying about your things too .
i am really speechless to say anythings .
please , stop falling sick and takecare of yourself .
sweetheart (L) ! you've been suffering uh .
thanks for cheering me up when i am down .
rmb what you told me , cheerup too alright .
he ain't that good , let it go (:

imissyou ♥

2009-10-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

i am back home (:
skkul today , not late ^^
rtc half day and back to class .
all i do was sleep ._.
din even read a single word from txtbk .
aft skkul , rtc .
released and homed .
headed out and waited for ahboon (?) .
came and fetch us to workshop .
slacked , teared lyk mad o.o
mood changes aft tat , thanks for those who tried to cheer me up (:
they brought us to eat and sbw park to play ^^
back home aft tat .
thanks alot .

2009-10-06T16:30:00.003+08:00

051009'Monday
late for skkul today and ran 5 rnds ._.
back to class .
almost all the period was self study .
duno for what reason , my wires connected wrongly and did sometin stupid .
sended to rtc till 4pm .
inside rtc , laughs .
mrjustin and boyf was cute o.o
released and waited for boyf .
headed to marsiling with him .
slacked -> boyf homed -> find winnie and michelle .
walked to car shop and was bored x.x
headed back to woodlands .
515 to mit suqi and eat .
xiaofeixiang came , brought me and winnie to town .
walked -> eat and homed around 2am .

today was late for skkul again .
my mood kept changing for the whole day o.o
not even in a mood to study at all .
sleep sleep sleep and sleep in class .
skipskip ---
aft skkul -> vista to mit kaung , nick , winnie and michelle .
slacked , walk here and there .
and homed .
goin out later .

i really don't understand what you're thinking .
are you alien or human ?
every min , every moment you're different .
you know how happy i was yesterday night .
my face was so shag all the way and suddenly i smile non stop .
you told me this and the next moment you changed your mind .
am i really a fool to you ?
everything you do , i concern .
i teared and what do you know ? nothing .
words always remain silent , unsaid .
you're beside me yet you're not with me , right ?
i seen hers blog , out of a sudden my mind just gone blank .
i am confused , not only you the one who don't know what to do ; me too .
darrengoh , iloveyou .

2009-10-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

i miss boyf alotalot .
i admit i treat you like shit in the beginning .
but i changed and regret for what i did .
that night , that sentence said was a mistake .
2nd , for what you said and agreed made me happy .
i am like mad women hyper-ing for straight 2 days .
for what i can do is to spent time with you .
do you know why i stayed ?
i teared in front of you w/o you knowing at all .
i am afraid to know your answer after tomorrow .
maybe i already know your answer .
i really can't even compare to her ?
i did more things for you then she does .
i can't even compare with a stranger ?
how i wish , the time could stop at that night .
i tired lots of ways to get you back .
but it's still useless .
i don't even know what you thinking .
why must there be leaving ?
tell me my thinking is wrong , can ?
tell me you have had changed your answer , can ?
tell me you wanna continue , can ?
hold me tight once again alright ?
one last chance and thats is enough , i won't be leaving again .
maybe i'm really that silly but boy , iloveyou .
how i wish you will be reading this and telling me i am really thinking too much .

2009-10-03T23:05:00.008+08:00

ton-ed friday night till today with boyf , winnie and isaac .
michelle came to find us at 5 plus in the mornin .
stay at winnie's hse all the way as was lazy to go out ._.

at night went dwnstair plae candle , slacked and back home around 9plus .

020909'Friday
skkul for english paper 1 and 2 .
slept halfway through the paper ._.
i wan to pass uh ! x.x
after that accompany winnie go marsiling and headed to cwp .
went mac to find boyf and co.
slacked and walked homed with BASTARD ! (:
bathed and prepare , headed to winnie's hse .
actually goin out but 7 plus already so stayed .
boyf and michelle came .
played poker , chitchat .
isaac came and acc boyf home to change .
me winnie and michelle was so high eh ?
we cleaned the whole room . o.o
went dwn to mit boyf and isaac .
acc them and back to winnie's hse .
slacked and chat . i am happy :D

010909'Thursday
skkul for chinese paper 1 and 2 .
After paper ended, went vista to eat with winnie .
Michelle & co. came .
homed to change and meet ronald .
went to admiralty to meet charissa .
winnie and alvin came , slacked awahile and off to marsiling to mit cherrie and co.
homed aft tat .

300809'Wednesday
slept for geo lesson .
din went dwn for home econ lesson and stayed in class .
continue slpin .
relief teacher came scolding , this and that .
bobian , wakup .___. damn noisy .
break and chinese lesson .
naggin all the way and math lesson .
forget what happen x.x
ICT lesson , blog hoppin ;x
science lesson , test .
whole paper was blank .
not even a word except my name , class and date .
i din even studied at all .
english lesson ended and homed .
actually goin out but was so tired and slept till the next mornin .

290909'Tuesday
was late for skkul , entered at 8.40am
ran 5 rounds and back to class .
music lesson , performance .
was quite bad x.x
skipskip ---
slept during some of the period for the rest of the day .
homed to changed and out to find winnie and xiaofeixiang .
waited for them to eat and xiaofeixiang is a bully ! haas
helped him brought things and headed to alvin hse .
waited for Cherrie and went around few places .

upper seletar was one of them , the scene was nice o.o
621 to slack after that.

2009-09-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

late for skkul and cabbed .
waste of money . zzz
chinese lesson -> relief teacher .
do some work and slack throughout the lesson .
geo lesson -> slept for 2 periods ._.
wakup and went fer recess .
Lit lesson -> story o.o
math lesson -> din really pay attention ><> almost everybody paying attention O.O!
english lesson -> din really pay attention too .
homework undone and was made to stay back .
aft skkul stay back in class to finish my essay and discuss bout music project .
miracle eh ? haas .
winnie waited for me and went to vista .
gone to jiazhen house with winnie and junjie to wait for ahben .
darren , ronald , michelle , yizi , junxiang , xavier , raymond , his stead , jialin ( if i nv forget anyone ) came .
slacked and things happen .
headed to winnie house , waited for her to change and walked to my house .
change and down to mit them .
xiaofeixiang brought us around singapore . LOL
kranji -> limchukang -> cck -> here and there .
alot places =="
back to wld at last , slacked and went to mit isaac .
homed aft tat .
i am halfway through the nightmare .
missing you still ♥

2009-09-27T23:11:00.013+08:00

ton-ed ytd till 11plus in the mornin went home .
ytd 1715 went to mit darren ronald and winnie under my blk .
2 bike , 4 ppl and headed off to darren house . haas
me and winnie stand until both leg pain ._.
went to 304 and 899 to slack .
all tired o.o hahas
woodland -> marsiling -> woodland again .
was dun leyy ~ LOL
888 plaza to buy food and xiaofeixiang came to fetch me and winnie .
off to kranji' limzukang(?) duno how to spell .
fish-ed and change place .
headed to woodland town garden fish again . ahhas
mood was high and low whole day x.x
ton-ed over there and went off in the mornin .
slacked whole day and homed this mornin .

what i can say is all said .
first time being like that and it will be the last time too .
people asking me to put down , but no words is listened .
i knew that one sentence should not be said but is too late .
we've been quarreling that makes all these things to be happen .
i am at fault eh ? should be ? unreasonable .
everything changed and just that one sentence of mine , everything gone o.o
the next moment , i regret .
what's done is not gonna be undone , isn't it ?
16 days , still awaiting ?
i am the one who said end and i am also the one who want it back .
i am stupid , silly , crazy , sot , idiot ?! Zzzz
为什么事情会变成这样呢，是不是我的错？
如果对不起能够让一切的事情都回复以前的话。
只要你能再次的像以前一样，我愿意说多少次对不起都可以。
告訴我应该怎么做才可以再次的得到你的心。
我知道是我的错，我不应该说那些话。
当我后悔时已经太迟了。
难道给我多一次的机会都不行吗？
对你来说是没什么吧？我也不知为什么那么爱你。
我真的很想念当我们在一起的日子。
imissyou ♥

2009-09-26T13:56:00.002+08:00

250909
stupid boy (L) came to fetch me and cabbed to his house .
chitchat toktok and out to slack .
he cabbed me home and went back .
at night , bathe and headed to cwp .
meet cheryl suqi valencia and jason .
slack and waited fer xiaofeixiang .
he came and brought us to kranji .
watch them fish and back home around 1 .

i am bored now .
i am lazy to anything right now .
i lazy to study .
exam is comin in 5 days time .
din even touch on a single thing .
not in mood to study .
i am dead sot ._.
bye

2009-09-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO ! i'm finally posting O.O

220909
forget to bring fone out and whole day in class with no fone D:
aft skkul stay in skkul and headed home around 4 .
bathe and headed out to 888 .
slacked with darren junxiang ronald siyuan yizi miaolin jiazhen junjie ahben jialin and xavier .
went up Xavier house aft tat .
actually going fishing but last minute didn't go .

230909
cabbed to skkul in the mornin and was not late (:
skkul was bored ._.
decided to go home halfway , in the end never . haas
skipped class with suqi and valencia went home .
hypering lyk sotplug :B
aft skkul homed to change and slept x.x
wakup and headed to sbw , slacked , waited for baby and co.
back to woodland , slacked and homed around 1am .

240909
decided not to go skkul as was late .
went polyclinic with suqi winiie isaac leon and samuel to see doctor . hees
cabbed to leon place after that .
headed to cwp with winnie to shop for my things .
Bused down to 888 to meet Ronald , slack .
aft tat went up Alvin house .
Xiao fei xiang came and brought us to Yio Chu Kang , Senoko , Selatar , Punggol , Eat and homed .
cabbed and reach home around 1+

nownownow , today ._.
went to skkul cuz of test ><
tired whole day , test halfway still can manage to slp x.x
aft skkul stay back awhile and off to vista .
meet ronald and co. and went to suqi hse .
in the end decided to go home change .
andandand i am goin out soon to mit that stupid boy of mine :D ! LOL