No one understand my alien language .

I ain't a good daughter .
I'm just a failure , real failure .
Whatever is it , always my fault .
Why can't i just be trouble free ?
Do i really look happy when i smile ?
Do i really look cheerful when i laugh ?
I am feeling real sad , unhappy .
I really don't wish everything to be like this .
Why everything need money ?
Why do i have to be in this family .
I ain't pretty i know , so what ?
I am so sensitive .
I ain't a good girlf .
Friends are just a word for everyone to use .
Who will really be with you when you need them .
Who will really understands you more then yourself ?
Who will rush down when you are feeling unhappy .
Nobody really know what i am thinking cause i dont even understand myself .
Guys only love pretty girls , dont they ?
They leave the currently one for a prettier one .
I hate myself , real lot .