Am i happy , sad or angry ? Idk ):

I'm pissed i'm pissed I AM BLOODY HELL PISSED OFF !
What's wrong with me ?! Damnit .
One post from you in the facebook and i am so angry !!
I thot i could forget everything but NO !
I remembered everything .
I hate you , i really hate you but i don't even have the courage to hate you . WTH ?!
Fuckoff people , just fucking get out of my life and of cause out of my mind too !
We're stranger , YES STRANGER !
You have changed , ALOT .
NO WAY you would change back to how you was before .
Seriously , i have to tell myself to forget you from today onwards .
And it must be totally disappear from my mind !
Alright , enough of all this .
School today was fine i guess so ?
After school played mahjong -> 888 to eat and homed :D
Currently having damn serious flu and cough -'- 
Sneezing non-stop and i am like one mad person now -.-

SEE THIS OKAYS !
What's wrong being with him ?!
So what if i am with him ?!
You only judge them by how others treat you .
I just don't like it when people say all this cause i would think alot .
He is much more better then you thot .
Maybe he's not as perfect as i thot but he is good enough alr .
Don't ever try saying things cause after all you may just suffer !
DON'T FORCE ME TO SCREAM AND SHOUT AT ANYONE OF YOU , THANKYOU (: