This time round i really gone crazy !

What if i really gone crazy ?!
HAHAS !
i am behaving like a mad women now !
i can't control myself o.o
HAHA !
i am doing things like nobody's business ! ^^
only never jump down from my room only , HAHA ! (:
why am i like that ?! omg , idk why o.o
i am shouting his name out loud NONSTOP !
i am calling his name NONSTOP !
i am laughing NONSTOP !
my tears is dropping NONSTOP !
i am complaining NONSTOP !
i am talking to myself NONSTOP !
i am sniffing NONSTOP !
i am coughing NONSTOP !
that's more , how am i gonna type out ? IDK , HAHA (:
he's asking to forget .
he's asking me to trust him !? 
he's asking me to do things that i dunwan tooooooo !
he's telling me this and that , that and this !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS !
i misssssssssssssssssssssssssssss him badly !
i don't feel like seeing him but I WANT TO MEET HIM .
i don't feel like talking to him but I WANT HIM TO TALK TO ME .
If anyone of you is beside me now , you will feel like slapping me because now i feel like scolding myself and ask myself to diam but i just get myself to shutup !
i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnt you , dumb ! ):

如果可以 , 我真的很希望能够把这一切都忘掉 .
我真的很想你 .
告诉我,你想回来好吗 ?