i miss boyf alotalot .
i admit i treat you like shit in the beginning .
but i changed and regret for what i did .
that night , that sentence said was a mistake .
2nd , for what you said and agreed made me happy .
i am like mad women hyper-ing for straight 2 days .
for what i can do is to spent time with you .
do you know why i stayed ?
i teared in front of you w/o you knowing at all .
i am afraid to know your answer after tomorrow .
maybe i already know your answer .
i really can't even compare to her ?
i did more things for you then she does .
i can't even compare with a stranger ?
how i wish , the time could stop at that night .
i tired lots of ways to get you back .
but it's still useless .
i don't even know what you thinking .
why must there be leaving ?
tell me my thinking is wrong , can ?
tell me you have had changed your answer , can ?
tell me you wanna continue , can ?
hold me tight once again alright ?
one last chance and thats is enough , i won't be leaving again .
maybe i'm really that silly but boy , iloveyou .
how i wish you will be reading this and telling me i am really thinking too much .