the pain is killing me now , my head is spinnin and its hurt .
2plus cabbed to work just now , 8hours and finished .
bused and walked home .
homed and unhappiness .
shoutandshoutandshout .
anyone out there 24/7 to lend me a listening ear ?
i feelin down , i feelin sad . i am unhappy . i am breaking dwn .
i have tonandtons of troubles .
anyone help ? LOL =="
there's not gonna be a soul out there .
i am useless , i noe that .
working is not because i wanna go out all the time .
working is not because i wan money .
i am workin because you need money .
ain't me helpin ? i get my pay and i get only lyk one third of it .
did i say anything ?
one month past , i work fer so long ?
time and time i feel lyk quiting , but i noe uue nid money .
workin is unhappy to me okays .
b'cuz of working , everything started to change .
i din work , uue say me .
i work , uue also say me .
what uue wan me doooooooooo ?!
everything she right , hate me so much thn why still nid come find me ?
i may look lyk crazy ppl jump here and thr but uue noe what i thinkin ?
how am i gonna show uue that i really concern ?
i am just so that useless kid out thr lyk others who dun tin bout uue in ur mind .
having this kind of family , the feeling is realli painful .
souls out there , cherish what ur'll have now or everytihings will be too late .

20th , i broke ur promise .
once again i dropped my attitude fer studies .
all my homework are all undone and overdued work .
i been slpin in class fer the past few wk .
cuz of uue , i changed .
and every souls out ther dun believe at all .
but i am bck to normal .
i am sorry alright .
i am missin you right now .
faster hth talk to me (:
i am waiting okays .
fasterfaster mit me . haas

alrightalright , i been thinkin alot this few days or wks .
i am breaking down real soon .
iwandrinkiwandrink !
LAOPEH , jio me go larhhx !
why dun let !?!? hahas
feeling fade-ed why still continue tgt ?
everything is okays now , bt do uue noe what am i thinkin ?
do uue care , do uue concern ?
maybe it's just so childish ?
i dun wish to , i am starting to let go already .
any kind soul out there tok some sense into me ?
maybe i am really thinkin alot ?
i am useless in everyway , in anyway .
why do human have feelin ? O.O
i have many qns fer uue but i am afraid to noe the ans .
why do human have feelin ? O.O
why can't i be just a childish kid who have a happy warm family ?
sometimes , i dun wish to grow up .

those bytches  , having two faces . 

talking bad behind ppl's back .

get a life and grow up .

stop being so childish and thick skin . 
shall stop here . bye

ANYONE SAVE ME OUT OF THE DARK FOREST AND WAKE ME UP ?
TALK SOME SENSE INTO ME ?