nv go out and nt goin tu go out ba ..
siian arhhx ..
iie stupid iie useless ..
happy ??!!
so wad if i no longer express?
onli ask uue 1 qns nia ..
nid ans bck so mani wrds mahhx ?
at lease i been in express b4?!
thhn since uue sae until uue all hate me so much ..
why gib birth tu me ?!
uue tin i cum tu tis world i happi ?
do uue actually tin b4 wad i wan ?
wad i nid ?!
do uue tin i nt regret ?!
i realli did wrk hard at last ..
even ms farrah sae so ..
BUT i just cnt pull up my whole score ..
uue tin wad ?!
study in WGS fer 5 yrs i lyk ?
thhn i would rather go NT ..
iie just cnt study !!!
i am useless ..
uue gt even try lookin at my bks ..??!!
uue did'nt EVEN teach me anytin !!
ask ahjie is equal tu nt askin ..
so ask fer wad ?!
all tin i study myself ..
uue thot wad ?!
i gt so smart arhhx ?
nt i dunwan tu study is i dun even underdstand ...
i nt tat smart lorhhx ..
since uue sae until i waste ur money why dun wan let me quit skkul ?
no work no work larhhx ..
since uue lyk tu send me in thhn wadd fer i study hard and work ?
must as well mak more taiji before i go in ?
iie realli did try hard tu study ..
buy i just CNT !
arhhx !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRAPS larhhx !!!!
i hate uue !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why can't uue just praise me sumtm ?!
almost 7 YRS liao ..
i miss him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7yrs nv tok tu me .. !!
and foreva wun tok tu me ..
wadd i nid uue noe ?
wad i nid is wadeva WUN happen and FOREVA WUN appear ..
i realli miss him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cn he just wake up fer once JUST FER ONCE and tok tu me ?!!!!
i even forget how he look lyk ...